I am subscribed deeply. Sure, I could start and end my article with that, but, it is not that simple. After many experiences with that world existing in reality, I am subscribed deeply. That means, I believe in God, all aspects of God masculine and feminine, and an honestly intelligent working creation on all levels. Sure, I will explain my views fully, I am going to give a disclaimer though of sorts: I only care what is real, what exists in reality, and my objectively honest experience of reality. Nothing else matters to me. With that said, I begin:
We all have a choice, we have a choice to deeply lie to ourselves and others and “take the easy way out” or be honest with ourselves and others and “take the hard way” into genuine enlightenment. I chose the latter, that is what I mean fully and honestly by “I am subscribed to the resurrection” or the title, “about my subscription to the resurrection”. Call me a whole arrow on the mark instead of a broken arrow or whatever, wherever reality and honesty lead me, I am going, I am paying the honest price for what I want to win.
I am not following the devil, and if you ever read Napoleon Hill’s second book to “Think and Grow Rich” recently published called “Outwitting The Devil”. My goal is an honest consciousness that realizes the God in me, not anything else, anywhere else, especially outside of myself. I am not compromising, right down to not drifting, but getting full understanding and acting fully on it in reality with honest independence and realistic conscious thinking.
Sure, we can all play games with our heads, but getting serious, that always takes some doing and doing it the hard way, the deeply hard way. Pay and receive is the law that never alters, changes or turns off, a free lunch is always the beggars banquet and beggars make a choice not to pay and choose their fates. That is also what I mean by I am subscribed to the resurrection. I will pay the price honestly. After all, dishonesty is a dream world like cheating, and “genuine” big lying or mysticism and alcohol/drugs/bad habits. Sure, it helps you temporarily “escape” only to have worse problems down the road. The only way to genuinely outwit the devil is to be metaphysically honest, not “good”, not “bad”, just be honest with yourself deeply, sincerely, and realistically.

