There have been times when I questioned my sanity as I walked the path of spiritual purification, feeling very alone. There were times when I fought to repress my intuition as it tried to lead me into truth that my mind could not accept and of which my church would not approve. I lost many friends who began to think of me as too far removed from the traditional teachings of the Christian faith in which I was raised. There was no one to tell me how to regain my emotional health so I could keep going forward. Without information or a guidebook or guru, it took me years to realize that physical and emotional pain comes from resisting the ascension process.

Having said that, I will give a few signs, which indicate that we as individuals and a collective society are going through a spiritual awakening. While none of these should be confused with serious conditions, which require medical attention, here are some other signs indicating that a spiritual awakening is occurring for you:

• Change of relationships, careers, dietary preferences, sleep patterns vision and perception, and libido level

• Creativity and energy surges that include decluttering, detoxing, and simplifying your life

• Desire for freedom

• Depression and loss of interest

• Electronic disturbances

• Fatigue , headaches, heart palpitations, hot flashes, and ringing in the ears

• Synchronicities, intuition, and psychic gifts increased

• Keen awareness of thoughts (your own and of those around you) and more emotional responses (energetic sensitivities)

• Miraculous healing of body, mind, or emotions

This list is by no means complete, but these are a few of the more common symptoms that people have reported in regards to spiritual growth. Let’s look at a couple of these in more detail.

Anxiety or Panic Attacks

As things change within the body, it affects the emotions and vice versa. Most people fear unsolicited change and may resist the Spirit’s attempt to rid the mind of fear-based patterns of thinking. This can manifest as anxiety, nervousness, or panic attacks.

Anxiety is a sign that you are resisting a clearing process. Simply acknowledge this emotion that has come up for healing. This fragmented part of your soul is asking to be integrated and aligned with the purer vibration of your soul. Breathe and bring it into the flow of life-anxiety is just another form of energy. When you feel nervous, remind yourself that this is only energy moving through. Say something like: “I allow dense/dark energy to be transmuted and integrated into love/light energy as I enjoy my peaceful, prosperous, easy life.”

Use the tools you have discovered and keep repeating the mantras, prayers, and affirmations. By the time you memorize them they will have started shifting your response mechanism and you will begin to address anxiety in a new way.

Panic attacks can be “talked down” by tapping into the Sacred Heart center. Reading a passage in A Course in Miracles gets my mind calmed down and into better perspective rather quickly. Certain herbs have been found useful for treating nervousness. Talk with an herbalist or alternative health practitioner about using valerian root, passion flower, kava kava, St. John’s wort, or other herbal supplements.

Sometimes the intense energy one feels as anxiety is actually a buildup of faster-vibrating frequencies that need to be released. The best way to do this is to get into the Sacred Heart space for five minutes. Do some deep breathing and then envision a ray of light beaming from your heart center toward anyone you feel needs a boost of God-Goddess love and light. If you don’t have a particular person in mind, send that beam into the collective consciousness of humanity.

Body Sensations

As the biological body shifts into the light body, the old cellular structure is dissolving, giving birth to a new crystalline structure. For some who are sensitive, this can be an uncomfortable experience until enough of the form has been transmuted to allow for a purer vibration to take hold. The detoxification process can bring about body aches and pains (flu-like symptoms) or fatigue that our current medical doctors cannot explain or treat. It is not uncommon to experience unusual sensations in your body or chakras. There could be pressure on top of your head, tingling on your scalp or forehead (especially between your eyebrows), or energy surges in your body. Pain, hot flashes, and chills are also reported.

Body aches and pains may be directly related to regions in the subtle bodies that are blocked or stuck. Headaches may indicate that the third eye is opening. Stomachaches could indicate that you are stuffing your feelings/emotions. Chronic cough and sore throat may indicate a blocked fifth chakra. These symptoms should subside once the energetic condition is cleared and the body has acclimated to the new vibration. Until then, take advantage of energy therapy, acupuncture, aromatherapy, exercise, herbs, homeopathic remedies, mineral and vitamin supplements, salt baths, massage, or other holistic methods necessary to handle the discomfort.

Because organs and glands within the body are changing to accommodate the light body, your arms, hands, feet, or legs may tingle when you are meditating or doing conscious breathing. For more than ten years, I have experienced the sensation that someone is lightly touching or playing with my hair. I’ve also felt that I’m half in and half out of my body or that my spirit is too large to fit inside my skin.

If you are having ascension symptoms, be aware of your thoughts because what we think is what creates our reality. Our bodies are a mirror that shows us what beliefs we hold either in our conscious or unconscious mind. Be careful to think and say only positive things about yourself and your body; we are manifesting more quickly than ever.

As we enter these intense years of the shift into purer consciousness, there are spiritually-minded folks all over the world willing and able to help. A Google or Facebook search will help you find a group where you can chat and find community.

Sex in today’s society is no longer a sacred topic that was once an intimate conversation between husband and wife, or a private discussion amongst lady friends, midwives, doulas, and elder matriarchs. In fact the media promotes risque sexual encounters with numerous partners parallel to buying candy at a counter, and picking any new flavor you so desire, and whenever you desire. You do not like vanilla, well throw it away and try chocolate. If you do not like chocolate, you can throw that away and try something totally outside of candy, perhaps things you probably should not digest in the first place. Sex as a hobby or as a sport is influenced everywhere, from shows like “Sex in The City” to books like “Fifty Shades of Grey” the so-called sexual liberation has given the green-light to less about love, commitment, and connection and more speed to outlandish promiscuity.

What the media and society does not tell us with all the glamour and sensationalism surrounding sex, is that every sexual encounter is also a spiritual encounter. We know about the dangers of Sexually transmitted diseases and are told to use condoms as protection. Yet what we are not told is how does one protect one’s self from a Spiritually Transmitted Disease! That’s right there are two very real STD’s both sexual and spiritual and both are contracted the same way. They contract through promiscuous, unloving, and casual sex with multiple partners, whom you may know very little about on a spiritual level. Do not get me wrong, sex is a beautiful and pleasurable act, but sex is also a sacred connection designed for a man and a woman who love and respect one another on every level. This means respect and commitment with the person’s mind, body, spirit, and emotions, not just the physical body. In our world today, sex is abused as a perverted function and used as a pleasure-seeking robotic game. This twisted and distorted perception is creating zombies in men and creating monsters within women, and destroying their wombs.

This article is not really about sex, it is about the monsters that can become impregnated within a woman’s womb by having sexual encounters with men who are spiritually sick, and who may have negative and dark energy within them. This article will inform you of what takes place on an energetic level of which you cannot see, but can physically manifest within a woman’s body. If you do not know or you are not certain whether or not your partner has good spiritual energy, or a high spiritual vibration you might want to rethink that booty-call or one night stand!

What In The World Is Spiritual Energy- and Just How Does This Effect a Man & Woman During Sex?

For years now science has proven that our bodies are made up of pure energy. Everything in this universe is made up of the same energy. It is just presented in different forms and shapes. Every cell in the human body has its atoms structured so it has a negative and a positive voltage, inside and outside. Therefore, every cell in our body is a miniature battery. Each cell has 1.4 volts of energy – and this may not seem like a lot, but when you multiply by the number of cells in your body (50 trillion) you get a voltage of 700 trillion volts of electricity in your body. Nothing to play around with at all! This energy is similar to what the Chinese call “Chi.” This is also the energy used in hands on healing, such as Reiki. This energy is constant and has been around since the beginning of time.

Albert Einstein proved this long ago with his Law of Conservation of Energy. This law states that energy cannot be created nor destroyed but is transferred from one form to another. If we are made up of energy, and this energy is transferred from one form to another, it is quite logical to understand that humans exchange energy during sex. In fact every time you make love or have sex there is a significant exchange of spiritual energy. When ones partner has a great deal of negative energy, or a great deal of karmic debt it can create a spiritual intrusion inside a woman’s womb during sexual intercourse. A spiritual intrusion is when negative and dark soul energy becomes stuck and lodged within your reproductive organs and cannot pass through or be released. The reason it cannot be released is due to blockage which stagnates Chi energy.

According to Chinese Medicine which has been around for 5,000 years, and predates modern medicine states our bodies are connected by networks of light energy called our “Chi.” The word Chi simply means spiritual energy. This energy is our life force and it must be able to flow freely in order for perfect health or good health to be maintained. Any blocks in our bodies does not allow our Chi energy to flow and this causes disharmony in our bodies. If negative energy becomes stuck within your womb it often forms blocks, and Chi energy cannot properly flow. When this happens stagnation will soon occur. This blocked flow of energy will eventually cause stagnation of the blood flow or a complete halt of the blood flow. This action leads to tumors, fibroids, cysts, endometriosis, teratomas, and other womb and reproductive issues including infertility.

Medical doctors have no real clinical reason as to why women develop fibroids despite the fact that an estimated one in four women of childbearing age have fibroids. Further, according to the U.S. National Institutes of Health (NIH), 20-25% of women of reproductive age have fibroids. By the age of 50 up to 80% of black women and up to 70% of white women have fibroids. Women between the ages of 30 and 45 are commonly diagnosed with fibroids, and African-American women tend to have the highest risk of developing fibroids. However, fibroids have been found in women of all ethnic backgrounds. While doctors may not have medical reasons as to why fibroids, which are muscular growths of tissue invade the womb, Eastern teachings and ancient Sacred Womb teachings have a very clear explanation. These abnormal growths are spiritual intrusions that invade, and suck the life out of women. Fibroids bleed and they take from the blood supply, which is supposed to flow to the vital reproductive organs, such as the uterus, ovaries, and fallopian tubes. Fibroids leave women tired, having a lack of energy, iron deficient, protruding abdomen, bloating, infertility, and can cause painful sex just to name a few. Fibroids can become as large as a basketball and can totally distort a woman’s uterus causing unbearable pain. Thousands of hysterectomies in women are performed all the time due to fibroids.

Another, spiritual intrusion in which medical science knows little as to why they plague women’s wombs is the ovarian teratoma. The word “Teratoma” is derived from Greek word “teraton” meaning monster. Teratomas may occur at any age but the prime age of discovery is in the childbearing years. The average age is 30. Up to 15% of women with ovarian teratomas have them in both ovaries. These cysts can range from the size of a grape to about 17 inches in diameter, approximately the size of a small watermelon. Teratomas can cause the ovary to twist and impede its blood supply, and if they burst they can cause serious damage. Also called a dermoid cyst of the ovary, a teratoma is a bizarre and strange tumor, usually benign, in the ovary that typically contains a mixture of tissues including hair, teeth, bone, thyroid, etc. What is known is that a cyst develops from a germ cell (a primary oocyte) that is located within the egg sac (ovary). Being a primary oocyte cell, it can give orders to other cells necessary to form mature tissues and often structures that would be found in a human baby, such as hair, bone, sebaceous oily material, neural tissue, teeth, and at its most grotesque some even have eyes. The teratoma is called a monster because this is exactly what it looks like. A distorted ball of flesh attached to your ovaries and having hair, teeth, bone, thyroid, and even sometimes an eye. Viewing a teratoma can be quite frightening to say the least and they may look like something from a science fiction movie. Teratomas however, are very real and any woman could have at this moment a monster inside of them. Yet what force or action causes these monsters to develop in the first place? Who or what is giving the orders for these cells to begin the process of creation? What exactly is this force trying to create?

Casual sexual encounters with others who may have negative or dark soul energy allows for the transmission of this energy to the womb. It is not unrealistic to postulate that this negative energy is what is giving the command to create the teratomas or monsters. The whole purpose of sexual intercourse is to procreate that is its function. Pleasure is merely a side benefit and a fail-safe, divine design so that we would enjoy the act of procreating! Ask yourself what would be the point in doing something that would bring about tremendous pain nine months later unless it is a pleasurable experience? Sex was designed to insure human life would continue regardless of outer circumstances, so yes it was designed to be pleasurable, but never meant to be abused. If we are supposed to create human life during sacred sexual intercourse, what might happen as a result of unholy unions and abusive, perverted, unloving, and uncommitted sexual encounters? We know from reading this article by now that during sex an exchange of energy takes place, but what happens to this energy?

Chi energy is spiritual energy and it is considered life-force energy and should flow freely through-out our bodies to bring about well-being. It would be only logical to assume that negative energy would do the opposite and work against our Chi energy as well as block it. It is know secret within Eastern spiritual teachings that sex is a sacred act in order to unite the masculine and feminine energies within a woman and a man. This union creates the wholeness that we lack and crave from the feelings of separation. The highest spiritual vibration is love and this is the source of Chi energy-God’s love. Love-making between a man and a woman allows for the opportunity to create another human life. So it is not illogical to assume that unholy, and unloving sexual acts also must create something and has the desire to create. The purpose of sex is to create, and you should never forget this fact. So no matter the kind of sex it can and will create, and negative sexual encounters could create monsters inside of you!

Why do we allow these encounters to take place in the first place some may ask? Sometimes when women have a great deal of unhealthy emotions, perhaps from abusive relationships, rape, abortions, miscarriages, and other traumatic experiences. These unhealthy emotions fester and become stagnant energy which can become lodged within their wombs. These blocked emotional energies lower women’s vibrations. Lower vibrations can attract other lower vibration and negative energies. So you may be attracted to a partner who has similar or like energetic vibrations. During sex these lower-level negative energies can attached themselves to the womb and parts within the reproductive area.

How The Womb Responds during unwanted & unloving sexual encounters:

A woman’s body intuitively knows what is sacred and what is not. Our womb tries to subconsciously protects us from disrespectful and dishonorable male sexual encounters, entrance, and stimulation. A woman’s body will often tense up and recoil at unloving sexual experiences. Our emotional connection will shut down and we will not be in the “mood.” Even if we ignore what our bodies are telling us and have sex anyway, most women will desire to cuddle or spoon immediately after sex.This is because it is our nature to connect with our lover. When a woman goes against her nature she is setting herself up for problems to occur. The more casual and unconnected sex becomes, the more a woman disengages from her intuitive abilities, and the more she will become numb. This often leaves a woman confused and unable to reject uncommitted and unloving sexual encounters.

When women engage in unloving sexual encounters it often feels like heavy, thick energy sitting in our wombs and bodies, or our energy field. It feels like extra weight, lethargy, dullness of thoughts, or lack of motivation. These unloving sexual encounters can and often does create emotional feeling such as shame, guilt, unworthiness, feeling undervalued and unloved. Another symptom may be a woman disappearing in her thoughts or mind during sex, and “tuning out” or going numb, in order to avoid being present. Sometimes, during the next day and even several days afterwards you feel a sudden loss of energy and may experience emotional upheavals, severe agitation, and mood-swings. The more you engage in unloving, and non-committed sexual relationships, the more you disturb your womb. If a woman has had sex with 15 men, then she has disturbed her womb energy 15 times. This creates 15 enormous energy blockages that she needs to break down so that healing and wellness can take place. The womb records every sexual encounter and every experience. After a period of time these unloving energetic exchanges become stored and lodged within the cellular memory of a woman. Overtime this can will block your vital Chi energy and can lead to reproductive illnesses such as fibroids, cysts, and teratomas, monsters inside of you.

For men it is a similar response, especially men who have sex with a plethora of women. Men who are not in control of their lower-level, primitive self will abuse the sacredness of sex. Men like this will abuse women’s wombs, not realizing they are actually in search of their maternal connection. These lost men are in search of their mother’s love, which some have never received. For others they have forgotten they came from the protective cushions of their mother’s womb. Such men lack respect for women and they view women as objects instead of the source of their very own creation. Some men even dislike feminine energy and become spiteful of it because their insatiable appetite cannot be quenched. Men like this can no longer feel the pure, loving spiritual energy in which only a woman’s womb can fulfill. A great majority of men are ignorant of their responsibility to a wife, and have know understanding of the powers of sacred womb energy and how it is actually a spiritual battery for men. In ignorance, some men claim they are sex addicts, but in truth they are desperately seeking sacred womb energy so that they can recharge and receive the life-force energy in which they need. Every time, a man has sex he releases precious life-force energy which is why he is exhausted after sex. He cannot get this energy back without the spiritual connection to his wife. However, her womb must be clear and undisturbed by negative energy in order for this to happen. What men do not realize is that all men are responsible for every womb they disturb. If a man disturbs 20 wombs, he is responsible for them all. It does not matter whether a man knows this information or not, karmically he is responsible for these women. Every encounter is an energetic exchange and some men have been with so many women that they have accumulated so much negative energy they are as walking zombies. They can no longer feel anything, they have no emotional connection, and no enthusiasm for life. Men like this often try to numb the pain with alcohol, drugs, gambling, and more sex. Sadly, nothing works to satiates their emptiness. Until such men reconnect with source and begin the process of healing, and making amends and respecting the power of the sacred womb nothing in their life will change.

We live in a world of duality, all things reflect positive and negative aspects. We must be ever mindful that the glamour and sensationalism surrounding sex only reveals one side. Sex is a beautiful and sacred act between a man and his wife, and it was designed as a vehicle for creation to take place. It is very important to remember this fact, and know what you may be creating when you engage in the act of sexual intercourse. When we abuse anything there are always consequences. Yet we do not have to live a life filled with sickness, confusion, and chaos. Human beings are intelligent and spiritual, and it is high time we reclaim our sacred selves, and not allow our lower-ego self to be in charge of our higher-spiritual self. Women do not have to suffer from invasive flesh monsters created from unloving, and negative sexual encounters. Men do not have to become zombie slaves to their primitive selves, acting as sex addicts, and feeling lost, disconnected and out of control. Ancient Eastern teachings such as Tantra and The Sacred Womb teachings, and methods can assist us in creating a better and brighter humanity.

Love & Light,

Tanya

Chronic illness can be used as a tool of enlightenment to discover the lessons of soul journeys.

Often times, our physical bodies reflect the spiritual, psychological and biological imprints of our experiences.

When we engage a process of healing, often practitioners address the physical or biological aspects of health challenges, yet the psychological and emotional aspects are often neglected.

Thus, it is important to look at our emotional and spiritual patterns to discover the lessons in specific health conditions.

In the Chinese system of medicine, there is a mapping of personality archetypes that correlate with specific internal organ imbalances. These correlations can give insight to emotional and spiritual aspects of health challenges.

For example, someone with a kidney imbalance or adrenal fatigue or urinary bladder issues might lean toward excessive fears such that energy becomes stagnant to create kidney stones. We would call this personality type a “water” type. They might tend to be very introspective and inward, suppressing feelings as opposed to expressing them. Also, water personalities may be challenged with exhibiting discipline.

On a spiritual level, water aspects are about spiritual essence, so lessons that have to do with our jing-our spiritual DNA or heritage, cyclic patterns of energy that are associated with our spiritual ancestors and our spiritual blueprint.

So, when we have issues involving a kidney pattern, either in the form of weak kidneys (sluggish energy), kidney stones, weak bones, or cancer, we need to ask ourselves, “On a spiritual level, what energies am I holding around heritage and ancestors that may be depleting my kidney energy? What fears am I holding?”

On the other hand, a person with high blood pressure, dizziness, and tendency towards insomnia or anger might have more of a wood personality, manifesting imbalances with the liver. The partner of the liver is the gallbladder, another wood element organ. A personality archetype of a person with imbalances of the gallbladder would be one who has difficulty making decisions and defining themselves and their path in the world. There is often a sense of angst or wavering about what to do or who to be in the world.

Spiritually wood is about creativity and the most benevolent aspects of spirit. So, when we have health challenges that are more of a wood issue, we can ask, “What issues or energies am I holding around blooming compassion or dealing with suppressed anger?” How am I allowing my spirit and personality to manifest creativity?”

Metal personalities often are more prone to lung challenges, asthma, bronchitis, and other respiratory and auto-immune issues that may express more on the skin or through the large intestine. Metal out of balance can represent a person who tends to be righteous in fighting injustices but perhaps at a level that depletes their energy such that the immunity and the lungs suffer. Irritable bowel syndrome can also be a tendency for people who have a strong metal element, as there may be issues with holding onto experience and feelings that no longer serve the body, creating inflammation in the organ itself that is responsible for elimination of toxins. Perfectionists often fit into this metal category as trying to achieve very lofty goals-part of the righteous aspect of the self that is trying to attain the highest level of achievement.

Spiritually, metal is associated with our “wei qi”, external immunity that protects spiritually. “Wei qi” can be compared to an energetic shield. So, we might ask ourselves, “What issues or energies am I holding around protection, perfection or the need to right injustices on a spirit level?”

Earth personalities tend to manifest spleen/stomach and digestive issues. They may also exhibit challenge with boundaries (setting appropriate boundaries so as to regulate activities and relationships such that one does not become overwhelmed). Thus, anxiety may arise. Also, the earth personality may tend to ruminate on thoughts and ideas which can also add to anxiety and the health challenges that may accompany stress, such as acid reflux, ulcers, and irritable bowel syndrome.

Earth personalities can be natural nurturers but may have a tendency to over-nurture and not make time for themselves. Thus, nourishing the self becomes an important healing tool for earth personalities. Challenges with grounding and centering energy may also emerge for earth personality person as often their energies are stretched in so many directions in the attempt to care-take others.

On a spirit level, earth represents the spiritual intelligence. So, we might introspect earth related health challenges by asking, “What energies or issues am I holding around allowing my intuitive and spiritual intelligence to guide my path versus my cognitive, intellectual self? In what ways am nourishing my ability to let spirit lead?”

Sometimes our spirit journeys may involve patterns or lessons around these elemental aspects of being such that we may carry the imbalance of earlier spirit journeys in our bodies as patterns that reflect our elemental patterns of those times.

This is often the case with health conditions that do not respond to traditional western or traditional eastern protocols. These conditions often reflect deeper rooted soul lessons that need to be resolved. Thus, the process for resolution often takes time. Yet sometimes people want a quick fix and only want to invest in their health with a few sessions or herbal formulations. Yet, the condition may have taken several lifetimes form-so the work of healing needs to be consistent, steady and regular to gain optimal resolution.

Understanding this longer cycle of healing and supporting the journey with self-empowerment tools such as self-acupressure, dietary and exercise guidance and spiritual mentoring is a hallmark of the type of Chinese medicine that I practice. Thus, clients are given a palette of tools from which they can pick and choose what resonates for them. Then, they can decide at which level that wish to implement strategies and tools in their lives. Thus, the client is the driver in the healing experience with the practitioner merely facilitating a deeper road on which to travel.