One cannot deny that lucid dreaming pills give you the experience you long for-a lucid dream. However, seasoned practitioners would not actually recommend such pills. They would recommend the safer and lasting techniques of meditation, relaxation, enhanced dream recall, and others.

Pills such as Galantamine and Choline can actually give you some real-as-life dreams or lucid dreams. At the same time, you cannot simply take lucid dreaming pills and expect to get an LD. These pills can be compared to weight loss pills. The weight loss pills alone don't work; they function only in combination with healthy eating and an exercise regime. Similarly, lucid dreaming pills in combination with meditation, relaxation, and better dream recall will give you a faster LD experience.

Choline

Choline is an amino acid that is commonly found in potatoes and bananas. When ingested, the brain converts Choline into Acetylcholine; and this leads to enhanced dream recall and lucid dreaming.

Choline, however, has a few side effects such as increased body temperature, profuse sweating, loss of appetite, and nausea.

Take a Choline pill before going to bed or at midnight. Here is a word of warning-never take it continuously. You can take it for a few days to satiate your desire for a lucid dream, but not more than that.

Galantamine

Galantamine is commonly used in the treatment of Alzheimer's disease, a degenerative disease that wrecks long-term as well as short-term memory.

The ancient Greeks first discovered this wonder drug more than 30 centuries back. The Chinese used it to enhance memory too. Galantamine not only improves memory during the day, but also enhances dream recall at night.

A number of brands now offer lucid dreaming pills containing Galantamine, which has been extracted from Daffodils and Red Spider Lilies.

Although Galantamine is a natural medication for enhancing dream recall, it does give some nasty side effects such as nausea, diarrhea, vomiting, lack of appetite, weight loss, sleep paralysis, and micro awakenings.

Some lucid dreaming pills contain a combination of Choline and Galantamine. But never take these pills continuously. Take them only as and when you need them.

LD pills do work. But owing to their side effects, they are not really recommended. If you are in a hurry and want to get a lucid dreaming experience in the shortest possible time, take these pills. But don't take them before having a chat with your medical advisor. Even if you take them, don't take them for long periods of time. The best lucid dreaming techniques are the age-old, proven, tested, safe, and drug-free methods.

Recently I saw a movie that’s been out for some years called the ‘Cube.’ It’s a sci-fi horror thriller where 7 characters all strangers wake up with no recollection of how they find themselves in a strange never-ending hi-tech Kafkaesque-like maze.

It doesn’t take long to realize that the slightest movement in certain places could set off deadly booby-traps for the characters. With little means of escape the movie progresses with unpredictable nerve-stretching intrigue…

The Cube’s purpose, who constructed it and how the characters got there, was never given. There have been many interpretations or attempts to explain it. I couldn’t help comparing it to planet Saturn’s related occult symbolism and not without reason.

Saturn and the black cube

Since ancient times in occult symbolism Saturn (aka Satan the Christian devil, Set the Egyptian God of evil, or the Gnostic ‘Corrupted Demiurge… ‘ etc) has been known to represent negativity such as that found in limitations in space and time, conflict and death. Limitations in space and time, conflict and death are not the only comparisons that could be made between Saturn occult symbolism and the plot/storyline in the Cube movie: Saturn is symbolized by the cube.

The Saturn cube is derived from the planet’s North Pole called the ‘6 pointed star.’ The cube is a 3-dimensional representation of the 2-dimensional hexagonal North Pole 6 pointed star.

Saturn occult symbolism is symbolised by a black cube. Without many people ever knowing its sinister origin it can be seen all over the world and is used in the entertainments industry, religions and corporate logos… as the saying goes If you haven’t seen it then your eyes haven’t been opened. Heavily into the occult it has been said that the world’s ruling elite pay homage to and the worship of the Saturn cube.

The Saturn matrix control system – Be prepared to take the reddest of red pills!

Research suggests that in essence we are trapped in space and time inside a cube by the Saturn matrix control system. Have the world’s ruling elite and their mysterious associates through the generations been playing us into servitude like a violin string using this extraordinary advanced technological Saturn matrix control system?

If you want to get some idea of how advanced the technology is in this then take a look at Norman Bergrun’s meticulous research ‘The Ringmakers of Saturn.’ A former aerospace and NASA research scientist described how the Voyager 1 flight to Saturn took photos revealing some 11,000 mile long cylindrical spaceships having an involvement in the making of Saturn’s rings…

-Yes, I know folks, this is really deep down in the rabbit-hole stuff and all too much for some, but please do your own research…

It has been said that in the matrix control system Saturn is the ‘mainframe computer’ powered up by our sun’s photonic energy. Then Saturn sends out information which is received by our Moon acting as some kind of interface modular system. The moon, in turn, sends communication signals to Earth using virtual instrumentation, producing the simulated information; the fake reality that we receive and believe to be real.

The assimilation of this fake reality inside the inescapable matrix has been used as a platform for those seemingly never ending cycles related to reincarnation suffering, death, disease and famine…

Escaping the Saturn moon matrix

If this is the case then how do we escape this computer programmed existence where everything’s based on lies?

I believe the answer lies in thinking, feeling and acting from the heart. The heart-centred singularity sees right through the lies, knowing that unconditional love is the only truth. This is the ‘wormhole’ where we can go through and escape the matrix: The platform for creating a life that’s based on serving others; selfless acts of kindness that will indeed encourage those surrounding to do the same thing while raising our conscious awareness…

-With unconditional love and that shift in consciousness anything is possible. No matrix controlling authority is higher than this.

YOU ARE that authority.

The most common question I hear from women who are considering buying a Lady-Comp is:

"How does the Lady-Comp Fertility Monitor actually work?"

The Lady-Comp is a natural hormone free method of birth control (or family planning when you are ready to fall pregnant) based on an easy to use and safe electronic device that notifies you when it is safe or when to avoid getting intimate (aka having sex without protection).

So let's get into this in a bit more detail.

How Do I Use It?

The designers of the Lady-Comp made fertility monitoring simple. It only takes 30 seconds first thing in the morning to take your temperature (usually orally) and it does all the rest. The reason you take it first thing in the morning is take a consistent record of your basal body temperature. That is, your lowest body temperature that occurs when you first wake before getting up. From there the display will tell you all you need to know.

Is It Safe To Use

Yes! It's quite remarkable how much our own bodies can tell us and it is easily interpreted using the Lady-Comp. It intelligently learns about your cycle and gives you an indication of the phase you are in. The results have been clinically tested to be 99.3% accurate (compared to the 92% success rate of the birth control pill, for instance). However, just like the pill, you need to be very consistent with the way you use it and not miss a day. All this without the need for hormones or drugs!

The Display

The display itself is digital so it is easy to read. The timer display, along with the other indicators, is in yellow. This allows for the green and red indicator lights (which specify when you are fertile or not) to be clearly recognizable. The simplicity of the easy to read display ensures there is no ambiguity when the results are presented to you while using the Lady-Comp as a form of birth control.

What Does The Red / Yellow / Green Indicator Mean?

The Lady-Comp uses a colored light indicator system similar to a traffic light so you can easily recognize your "safe" and "avoid" times. Below is an explanation of each color.

Green – Since this device was originally made to avoid pregnancy a green light signifies the phases of your cycle when you are not ovulating and therefore you could safely have intercourse without the threat of becoming pregnant.

Yellow – The yellow light indicates the device does not have enough data to provide an accurate result. This can occur if your cycles are irregular or if you've missed a few days of recording your temperature. It is best to avoid unprotected sex at this time until the light indicates green.

Red – The red light will come on 6 days before you are due to ovulate. You can only fall pregnant during the ovulation phase of your cycle, which is the day of ovulation and about 6 days before it (as sperm can survive for up to 6 days in the right conditions).

How Does It Know My Cycles

The information stored in this minicomputer can be entered manually (if you've kept records of your cycles) or you can use it for a month initially while avoiding unprotected sex, so it can learn your menstruation cycle.

The choice is yours to make, but the more information this non-hormonal birth control device has in its memory, the more accurate the results will be. If there is any ambiguity in what the correct result should be, the yellow light comes on. This way it is easy to know just what the outcome of having intercourse could be.

Where Does It Get The Data From?

The Lady-Comp Fertility Monitor collects its data from the thermometer that is attached to it. Every morning, before you get up for the day, you should take a temperature reading. This is done by placing the thermometer under your tongue for 30 seconds. The lady comp will beep when the time it sufficient for it to get the reading so there is no need to watch the clock. This will record your daily basal body temperature. This should be done daily. If you forget to take your temperature before you get up, you should wait until the following day before you take the next reading.

In Short

By tracking the fluctuations in your basal temperature, the Lady-Comp Fertility Monitor can predict when you will be ovulating. It is that simple. Red when you are ovulating and green when it is safe to have intercourse. If you miss a day or there is insufficient data, the yellow light will come on. If you do not wish to become pregnant, then you should refrain from having unprotected intercourse during the red and yellow indicator days. Green = Go for it!

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3 Foods for Harder Erections

1. Garlic

I am sure you don’t like the smell of it but the fact is that raw garlic is a great aphrodisiac. It increases blood flow to the penis and can help you get harder and stiffer erections.

This is because it contains a compound called allicin which is proven to enhance flow of blood to the penis.

However, it is important to have it raw and uncooked. Having 1 or 2 cloves a day can be great for the health of your penis.

Not only this, it is also great for your cardiovascular system. It helps promote blood circulation in your body. Another advantage of garlic is that it has cancer fighting agents.

But one of the main problems with it is that you tend to get a bad breath. So, do not forget to rinse your mouth with a good mouth wash at least twice after having garlic.

2. Cayenne or Red Peppers

One of the most important properties of red peppers is that they can help boost blood circulation in your body. Not only this, they also help increase blood flow to the penis and this is simply great for your penis health.

So, if you love spices, red peppers are what you must have.

3. Watermelon

Though red peppers are great, I am sure not everyone can have them.

So, for those who cannot have red peppers, watermelon is a great alternative.

Watermelon contains a phytonutrient called citrulline. This gets converted to arginine through certain enzymes in your body. This helps increase the level of nitric oxide in blood which is important for increasing blood flow to the erectile tissue resulting in harder and stiffer erections.

This is similar to what Viagra is known to do.

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Such pills and patches are made with some of the finest herbs and other natural ingredients that not only increase blood flow to the penis but also boost testosterone and nitric oxide levels in your body. Some of the best pills contain ingredients like maca, muira pauma, ginkgo biloba, tongat ali, tribulus terrestris, pomegranate 70% ellagen, bioperine etc.,

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I was in my late 30’s and nothing was going right. I was working in a building supplies yard picking up rubbish for minimum wage. I thought I had a bright future but everything just seemed to go wrong somewhere.

I’d picked up this job from an agency and soon got some H.G.V. (heavy goods vehicle) work, having just got my licence. But things just got worse and worse and worse! I had a number of crashes while driving on jobs delivering. I hit a bridge, a car and managed to drop someone’s chutney – a whole pallet load, much to the owners dismay! That wasn’t my best day – nor his.

Things were conspiring against me, I thought. Everywhere I went, devastation followed. My relationships were in tatters and my debt was growing. And it seemed there was nothing I could do to turn it all around.

I had remembered watching The Secret a few years earlier and losing patience with my efforts to ‘manifest’ my dream life (within a week)! Perhaps I was being too impatient! I knew there had to be something in it, so I decided to go back to the drawing board. I quit my job too. I had crashed twice for the same company and was costing them by the day! Just turning up back to the office made my skin crawl, knowing how useless I was!

Things had been better.

I had a huge debt sitting over me and was paying my rent on a credit card. I was just stressed out all the time. This was probably why things spiralled out of control.

I bought every book I could find on the subject of the law of attraction. I was soon in a far better state of mind, despite all the problems which hung over me. I picked up some work and started teaching a martial arts classes, something that had been a passion for years.

Things that I had given up on turned up to help me get back on track. Years earlier I had trained to do stunt work but my self-esteem had got so low that I had almost written it off as a bad idea. I picked up a few jobs and was able to pay off most of my credit card debt within a period of about 6 months.

My then girlfriend left me. I was away working on a film when it happened. I fell back into victim mode but knew I had to stay positive. I was beginning to realise that my state was the most important thing, and it was also my worse enemy.

Over the previous several months I had read every book I could find which mentioned the law of attraction: Working with the law by Raymond Holliwell, Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill, Wallace Wattles – The Science Of Getting Rich, As A Man Thinketh, James Allen and so on and so on!

All these books taught the law of attraction and explained it in far greater detail than was explained in the movie The Secret. In the film The Secret, it is explained as thoughts becoming things. When I first saw the film, I was inspired but I didn’t fully understand it. I thought I understood it but it was only superficial. I watched my thoughts and dreamt of what I wanted, but somehow things kept showing up that I didn’t want.

Turns out I wasn’t as positive as I thought I was! Despite spending a few hours meditation and visualising what a great life I would be having, it became clear later that I spent the rest of my time complaining and worrying. Not useful when you’re trying to attract the wonderful life.

The problem was my life was worry (for me)! I was focusing on what was, not what could be. So I kept reinforcing the old patterns of behaviour and creating the ‘stuff’ to complain about.

Despite the short-term rest-bite which work gave me, I was unable to spend my time in any kind of enjoyment. I always defaulted back to my worry-some state of mind and over working in some way. My only escape from this state of mind which I constantly revisited was in getting drunk whenever the opportunity presented itself.

This of course didn’t help my state of mind nor my bank balance. Whenever I gave up drinking, my life seemed to dramatically improve. I had money, work came in and things got better. But with the constant worrying and obsessing over needing a more secure source of income, plus having a lot of time off, I would inevitably find my self back on the booze!

When I finally clued up to this pattern I was creating, things began to change. I found an online mentorship program and learned how to market my kung fu school more effectively as well as build an online business. This gave me something to focus my restless mind on – which is what I was in desperate need of.

Having the right people in my life now is completely invaluable. I realise I had cut myself off from people and was spending a lot of time alone. This itself led to depression and anxiety. However, my connection to the online community meant I could network and meet up in person with other like-minded people. There was a resource online to connect to through social media and I started meeting people in my local area.

Through using what I believe to be the law of attraction, I’ve managed to escape the 9 to 5 jobs I hated so much, get out of a rut and overcome lack of confidence, fear and panic. I’m now able to work from home and teach martial arts without a job, a boss or to answer to anyone. It wasn’t easy, but if I can do it, so can you!

What do you believe about the law of attraction. Will you take the red pill or the blue pill? Take the blue pill and the story ends, wake up in bed and believe whatever you want to believe. Take the red pill and you stay in wonderland and see how far the rabbit hole goes…

While we are aware of weight loss properties of various fad diets and other supplements, we hardly pay attention to simple kitchen items like cayenne pepper which is much more effective than many expensive fat loss formulas. Natural herbs are full of nutrition and medicinal properties. Only we do not know how to use them correctly for various health conditions.

Once you start becoming obese, you need to bring about some drastic changes to get back in shape. The best way to stop gaining weight is to limit the amount of calories.This can be achieved either by consuming fewer calories or by burning your stored calories.

One of the most dreaded words for many overweight people is exercise. It is definitely very difficult for those who are accustomed to sedentary lifestyle. However it is not impossible. It is better to start off slowly and build up your energy to get healthier. 30 minutes of exercise every day will keep you fit and healthy. This can be jogging, brisk walking, swimming or any other form of exercise that raises your heart beat to its highest possible limits. What if I told you that there is weight loss pill that can help your burn calories equivalent to walking for 1 hour and 20 minutes daily?

Yes, a new diet pill known as Capsiplex has recently hit the market that claims to help you burn 278 calories every day without changing any of your dietary habits or lifestyle. This simple formula is made of fiery Capsicum (Red hot chili pepper) which has many medicinal properties. Red chili pepper has been used by eastern people for centuries. They are comparatively less obese than their western counterparts. Eating moderate amount of red chili and many other spices is known be one of the reasons behind it.

The manufacturers of this diet pill have harnessed the weight loss properties of this natural herb in the form of diet pills. It helps you boost your metabolism so that your fat burning system is triggered and you start losing weight at warp speed. Apart from triggering your metabolism it suppresses your appetite in such a way that your food intake is limited to just 50 percent.In fact you can lose up to 4 lbs in the first week itself. Many newspapers have published reports about this miracle slimming pills that works exactly the way manufacturers claim.

You are offered a red pill and a blue pill. You are told that if you take the blue pill you will wake-up and remember nothing about what has just happened, if you take the red pill however, your life will change forever and that you will discover reality. Are you bold enough to take the red pill?

Having become aware of something called the Matrix through his illegitimate activities as a computer hacker, Thomas Anderson, under his computer hacker’s name of ‘Neo’ was finally contacted by Morpheus someone Anderson had himself been seeking assuming that Morpheus was the one person who would be able to tell him what the Matrix was.

Morpheus’ drive to find Neo is based on the fact that he believes that Neo is ‘the One’, is it coincidence that NEO is an anagram of the word ‘One’. The ‘One’ who will be able to bring an end to the war between man and machines, a war that has seen mankind unknowingly enslaved to be nothing more than mere batteries to supply energy to machines.

Neo was brave enough to swallow the red pill and found himself awakened and freed from his neurological bonding to the Matrix, a gigantic computer system simulating the world as we know it and providing those who ‘live’ in the Matrix with the illusion of touch, sight, sound, smell – everything they have around them.

Those inside the Matrix have no idea that it’s nothing more than an illusion, nor do they have any idea that there is a rebellion being waged by the few survivors of mankind who live in the reality of Zion outside of the world of make believe that is the Matrix. Morpheus is one of these rebels and they can operate inside of the Matrix by reconnecting themselves neurologically. Inside the Matrix they can operate with superhuman powers but they are continuously chased by the Agents; intelligent programs who enter the Matrix in-order to protect it from the rebels and who possess almost boundless power. The Agents, led by Agent Smith appear as humans dressed in a highly stylised FBI Agent fashion (think Men in Black) and as they are linked directly into the Matrix itself, Agents can transform and take over any human form.

Awakening to the truth of what has happened to mankind, Neo joins the rebels and with Trinity and Morpheus as continual companions they embark on a number of adventures that result inevitably in the destruction of the Agents and freeing of mankind.

The Matrix movies make great cinema. But are you brave enough to swallow the red pill and adopt a Matrix movie theme for your next costume party? I’ve just had a thought (oh, the pain), bowls of red and blue candy (Smarties) would be a good twist, better if you offer them to your guests as they arrive – hopefully all in costume they should take the red ones.

OK, some simple rules, wearing a costume doesn’t mean you can lead tall buildings (hang on that’s Superman) and more importantly it doesn’t mean that you can get involved in some highly stylised martial arts without getting hurt and as for dodging bullets forget it. BUT a few tricks can appear to make some of this possible.

Dodging bullets: Well, OK a picture of you appearing to stop the bullets. There is a fantastic scene towards the end of the original Matrix movie where Neo in discovering his true powers simply stops the bullets from hitting him by holding up his hand. A reasonable fun shot would be to buy a plastic bullet belt with removable bullets, superglue very fine clear fishing line to the bullets – say 8-12 to fill the shot, attach the fishing line to a square piece of card that can be fixed to the ceiling and adjust the layout of the bullets to look clustered and group facing the spot where ‘Neo’ will be. In the film the shot was set in a hallway so close to a wall would be good.

Some experimentation with the lighting will be required in order to make the bullets visible. The set is ready. Your guests dressed as Neo, simply assume the position with hand outstretched palm pointed to the bullets. When you’ve captured the image download it onto your computer ‘remove’ any fine lines left by the fishing line and input some ripple effects around each bullet to give the right appearance. What a memento to send your guests after the party. And of course this works equally well for all of the agents and hey why not for Trinity, Morpheus.

Any guests who come in costume as the Twins could have a series of frames in movement as they process the power of speed in movement almost instantly changing position in the Matrix. Having taken the shots, layer them, ghosting them through time (oldest has most ghosting) giving the appearance of rapid movement.

For the costumes themselves, most on-line retailers have a selection of fully licensed Matrix fancy dress costumes from the stunning full length flowing coat worn by Neo through to the very sexy black PVC/leather coat worn by Trinity. Clearly these are the main characters but Morpheus and the Twins are also available as are all of the stylised sunglasses favoured by most of the characters.

For any Agent, including Agent Smith, a black suit, white shirt, black tie and black shoes complete with accessories of shoulder holster, semi-automatic pistol and obligatory sunglasses should do the trick. And this is a perfect costume for anyone who doesn’t really like the idea of dressing up as its simple and taking off the glasses makes you look like any other human in the Matrix.

In the main, the main characters inside the Matrix; Neo, Trinity and the Agents all had slicked back hair and therefore a degree of time with the hair gel will be required. To complete the look for the Twins, there are long dreadlocked wigs available – clearly a number of couples costume themes exist here; Neo and Trinity; the Twins and any number of Agents.

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This innocuous book came to my attention in 2005 and it has passed through my hands several times since. I had no inclination to peruse its contents for I had ceased to believe in miracles. In 2005, I was cursing God for abandoning me. I was using all my energy to stave off the hell I descended into 15 years earlier by marrying a man as un-Godly as anyone could be.

In 2007, while packing some books as donations for a book fair, my hand once again fell on "A Course in Miracles". By this time, I had secured a divorce from my husband but was still dealing with the fallout. As I grasped the book, I became very thoughtful and calm. What was it about this book that invoked feelings I hadn't experienced in a very long time? My hand clung to the book refusing to put it down. Realizing that this was a sign that I had better take a closer look, I made a cup of tea and sat in my favorite reading chair. With great curiosity, I focused on the blue hardcover and read "A Course in Miracles, a foundation for inner peace." Wow. That was a pretty bold statement but okay, I decided to bite. Taking a deep breath, I pondered the most clear question: What IS the foundation for inner peace? This book instantly opened an old wound and it had better have the answer to healing.

"A Course in Miracles" is truly that, a course. Written in three parts, this book is not to be taken lightly and cannot be read in a week or even a month. There is text, a workbook for students and a manual for teachers. I had the sudden urge to fling the book across the room because I was deeply and profoundly afraid. I instinctively understood that once I began reading this book, I was going to have to change and was I ready for the journey ahead?

My favorite movie is "The Matrix". The main character Neo is searching for the answer to the matrix. He understands the matrix exists but he does not know what it is. The man with the answer, Morpheus, contacts Neo and offers the opportunity for truth by giving Neo a choice between taking a blue pill or a red pill. Take the blue pill and remain ignorant or take the red pill and find the answer to the matrix. Before he reaches for his pill of choice, Morpheus cautions Neo that should he choose the red pill, he can never go back to the life he had been living.

"A Course in Miracles" is the red pill. Do I read it and change everything I know about the world and myself or do I take the blue pill and make "A Course in Miracles" book fair fodder?

As I choke down the red pill, I flip to Lesson 1 of 365 in the workbook for students and promptly read, "Nothing I see in this room means anything." Oh dear. Is it too late to take the blue pill?

This article is basically an interpretation of a dream my mom told me about that she had. Sit tight, this will be quite an allegorical ride: So, here is the basis of the dream, I miss a car ride to "success" or "the cure" that everyone else that are "winners" or "genuinely special" is taking by talking on the phone across the street seemingly oblivious to what is "happening". With that said, I begin this article.

So, many people take the "blue Matrix pill" of a normal, uneventful life that it seems that "if everyone else is doing it, why should I not?" or to put it another way, get in the car, go where your career takes you and leave those weird "red Matrix pill" dreams alone before you get into "trouble". So, I rhetorically ask these two questions: What is a promise of what is to come? What is the reality we control, really?

When we have normal, uneventful lives and genuinely abandon the drivers seats to our jobs, expectations from others, and say something like "I am only human". At deeper levels, of course nothing happens except disappointment. Some get disappointed quicker than others, though. From feeling entitled to party away a college education like the people in the college cheating scandal who got caught, to the jobless, begging and homeless rates across the country of those who "fall through the cracks of the" get-by being average blue pill mentality "and have to resort to the" negative red pill mentality "as opposed to the" positive red pill mentality "just to survive as beings. What I mean by the" negative red pill mentality "is to know that there is more than this average existence here, yet be ultimately dishonest about it and think that one has to steal or take from others to have their own. What I mean by the "positive red pill mentality" is to know that you have to earn your way and understand fully your way out of your mess and nobody else can do it for you. After all, there is a person in the mirror that stares at you and is a thinking, feeling being that can help you, and that is you. That is an example of "the positive red pill mentality" right there! On th e other hand, the ultimate "blue pill mentality" is that someone is going to do it for you ultimately. No, it does not work that way, you have to make efforts on your own behalf to improve your reality. Where do you think that quote "God helps those who help themselves" really came from anyhow. The Christian Holy Bible is fully edited, cherry picked, homogenized and worked over by the emperor constantine and many other men and women. But the events in reality and the bible of nature can never be edited for content or truth, they are all there, and we will uncover them when they are ready to be uncovered. After all, one day the technology will be made to find James Riddle "Jimmy" Hoffa and his real killers anyway, however hard everything will work to be hidden from reality, same with John Fitzgerald Kennedy and every other "mystery" and "I wonder about it "there is.

Indeed, I will bring what I am saying down: The unedited bible is within us. Reality cannot really be hidden or obfuscated from view ultimately. "The criminals may have dropped the dead bodies in concrete down to the bottom of the ocean but reality will always know what they did" and reality is the real God, the real Bible, and the real Gospel comes down to what is in reality. All our opinions, musings, and workings are is the vehicle and that is it right down to the countless human made bibles, gospels, and espousals. But, the reality beyond that is the reality, that is all I say.